Tuesday, August 07, 2018

My last post about breastfeeding then I'll shut up.

I never dreamed that breastfeeding would be such an emotional rollercoaster.  I never thought that I would fight so hard to get it to work and I never thought I would be brought to my knees at the thought of stopping.  The floodgates open when I think about it.  I'm not even sure what it is exactly that is so upsetting to me.  It's not like I ever felt like it brought us closer because I know we just ARE close.  Today is the second day of not letting Harrison nurse.  They have been mildly difficult and sad but he has been easily distracted when he has tried real hard to lift my shirt so that's made it a little easier.  I think I expected him to be distraught and it would just kill me.
The timing worked out because Chris and I went away for 4 days to Quebec City and I needed to increase some medication that would dry up the milk anyway.  I was lucky it wasn't uncomfortable for me to not breastfeed for those 4 days.  I expected it to be much worse.  When we walked into Chris's parents' house to pick up the kids Harrison ran right into my arms and was demanding I go in the other room to sit on the couch by pointing madly and saying "DEE DEE DEE" (his word for basically everything that he wants but doesn't know the word for LOL).  We were able to distract him but I felt so bad :-(

I wish I had kept a list of the places we nursed or I pumped milk.  It would have been quite funny.  I remember pumping in my car during a bar mitzvah I was photographing and in a garage area of a function hall while I was photographing a wedding.  I'm drawing a blank on any other places but obviously there were way more.

I guess that's it.  The end of nursing.  

Sunday, July 01, 2018

Mid year update

School's out, the pool's open, and we are ready for summer! 
5th grade came to a close so quickly.  Madison and Jackson had high points and low points throughout the year but overall they were very happy about their first full year at their new school.  They both played in the band again this year and plan to next year as well which makes me very happy!  Jackson is doing very well on the clarinet and Madison is owning the trumpet.
They got to watch the puberty video this year and go to their first dance.  Luckily they didn't understand why the other kids were all weirded out by the puberty video.  We aren't shy talking about things here so it all seemed like no big deal to them.  They went with friends to the dance although Jackson did ask a girl friend to go with him but she said "Well, I'm 10 so I can't"  LOL

Jackson's club soccer team (with whom he has trained since he was 5) had a great season this spring.  Practices and games were quite tricky with Harrison being a toddler and not wanting to sit still.  He had games in Portland, Maine, Braintree, MA, as well as more local.  His team has a goal keeper but Jackson had to step in quite a few times and luckily he is pretty good there.  My heart is in my throat watching him though.  I much prefer to watch him in a field position.  He has been playing defense this year and doing very well at it.  He does prefer to play forward though.
Jackson has been seeing an orthodontist for a couple years now.  He had a palette expander to make some room for his baby teeth to fall out and adult teeth to grow in.  He got it out last December and now we are just waiting for the rest of his baby teeth to fall out.  I think he still has 4 or 5!




Madison just had her dance recital last weekend.  She did a Lyrical class and I love seeing her mature in her body control and confidence.  She's been doing great with her guitar lessons.  She and her teacher work on learning a song to play then they record it then they record her singing too.  She won't let ANYONE listen to them which is such a bummer.  Madison has not had to see an orthodontist.  Her baby teeth have all fallen out (the last baby tooth is holding on by a thread at the moment) just fine and her adult teeth have grown in perfectly.



Harrison at 21 months has 23 words and uses them a LOT.  He makes the CUTEST facial expressions and knows when he's being funny or naughty.  Madison and Jackson absolutely adore him and love to play with him every day.  They love to chase him around and pretend to get hurt and fall down when he bumps into them.  He cracks up.  Harrison continues to be a very easy baby.  He is almost always happy and if he's not it's very easy to make happy again. He has recently learned that TV has good stuff on it and always hands the remote to us and says "Cuh" which means "Color Crew" a show on the baby channel.  Not a day goes by when I don't marvel in how lucky we are to have him.

Exciting news for me is that since my miles were up on my minivan lease I had to look for a new car.  I was able to get a great deal on my ultimate dream car.  I'm completely in love with it and all of the amazing features it has.  It essentially drives itself by keeping it in the lane and keeping a certain distance from the car in front of you as well as stopping automatically if you miss something.  If you're looking for a seriously cool, fun to drive SUV I highly recommend the 2019 Volvo XC40 in red :-)

Friday, February 23, 2018

Harrison's First Birthday (last September)

I knew Harrison's first birthday would sneak up on me so I started planning a few months before even sending out invitations so no one would have any other plans!  It was going to be the first time we were having a party at our new house so I invited basically everyone I knew.  At least 90 people were invited which doesn't include their kids and we ended up with around 50 adults plus 23 kids which was a very packed house.  Luckily it was a beautiful day so people were able to be out on the deck and the kids outside.  The party was a complete blur for me.  I felt like I barely talked to anyone.  I kept getting pulled away to deal with something else.  I had made it through the first year with the diapers I received at my baby shower so my goal was to make it through the next year by asking for diapers for his birthday.  We might not make it ALL the way but it will definitely be close.  He got a bunch of toys and clothes as well.

12 months!

12 month cake smash!

12 months!

Birthday cake made by Lynanne who has done all of our cakes since our wedding in 2001

All of his monthly photos from the past year


Proud big sister

Cake smash!


That face!!!


With Grandpa and Grandma

Proud parents

With Grandpa and Great Grandma

With one of his favorite toys